vistor no. 1 [05 Sep 2005|03:48pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | tegan and sara - monday monday monday ] ( I bet if I didn't know they existed, I wouldn't know the difference. ) I bet if I hadn't had the time, like if I had a job, or a life, or didn't use the internet so much, I wouldn't have met all these people. I hung out with a few freshman today, some of them are even my age, but I was just plain bored. I felt like they weren't understanding a word I was saying. So I sat there and didn't say a word until I was spoken to for 30 min. Then Greg called and I felt like it was better, so I decided it'd be alright to come home. I was wrong though, it just made me feel worse about myself and what I'm doing. Love is a funny thing. It makes you feel insecure and juvenile. [all my good friends know how i feel about marriage. well...i'd do it. If it came down to it, now i know i'd do it. and i'm not scared to say it.] ♥ i've listened to hours upon hours of hardcore, and now its time for rightious babe music. hah. at least i can still amuse myself when i'm down. i miss my old friends. i want them back. 8 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

long time.... [17 Dec 2004|01:55am] [ mood | neck hurt ] [ music | the used or usher? i can't hear that correctly ] So I've decided...Livejournal is pointless, and you know you see ppl bitch about it all the time. I would delete this last journal if i had a life, bu t seeing as to how i don't...here I am. For Christmas I would like: - a best friend - a digital camera that is sewn to my hand so i won't lose it this time - a new computer that isn't 6 years old - to stop fucking up(no more drugs, being an asshole, etc.) OR ( .a long chat and coffee shake with. ) Now I need to finish my laundry so i can go to Houston. my neck hurts, someone rub it. ♥ 5 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

the reminder [01 Sep 2004|02:34am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | hot cross ] "and while she sleeps, I hope she knows that we used to. And now he's busy fucking everyone." i wish i could sleep. i wish i could breathe. i wish i could stop. what's a fucking wish anyways. bang bang

the wonders of the world. [30 Aug 2004|09:08am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the cure ] Alright. I hate updateing on here. I'm supposed to be at a lawyer's office right now for that stupid car accident Jessie, Dani and I got in talking about how we got hurt or something gay like that. Instead, I'm walking around La Fiesta and Jessie is getting ready. Sweet. Ok. This last week has been fast paced and weird. I can't breath. Oh and I think I lost some weight, but really all that happened was my ass dissapeared and so did my chest. COOL!! now everyone will check me out when they see me. HAHAHAHA. oh geeze, i need to wake up. ♥ 2 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

so I'm back. [26 Aug 2004|05:02pm] [ music | taking back sunday - ghost man on third ] For all of you that don't know...I have new hair and I started school. I missed the first day but I went today, so its ok. My German teacher is annoying and one of my classes is canceled so that's 3 credit hours I won't have. I miss Bixx. ♥ 4 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

P.S. [12 Aug 2004|05:29am] [ mood | still awake. ] [ music | powerpuff girls ] yea, I still hate you. I was just reminded. I hope you miss me. bang bang

besties. [12 Aug 2004|05:16am] [ mood | awake ] ( .happy birthday, you. ) bang bang

[06 Aug 2004|07:06pm] ( .everyone have a jolly day. ) ♥ hah 2 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

[19 Jul 2004|01:56am] Stardust Junky: yeah, but mom couldn't go Stardust Junky: or something jnuh17: i know that jnuh17: and now i can't go jnuh17: its like 2 hours away jnuh17: and i haev a test on monday Stardust Junky: sucks Stardust Junky: for five bucks and a taco i'll put a on a wig and go as you Stardust Junky: and push marie around jnuh17: sweet Stardust Junky: haha Stardust Junky: treadmill Stardust Junky: embasssy suites Stardust Junky: off of 281 Stardust Junky: 1995 Stardust Junky: one travis frailing turns up the speed Stardust Junky: allowing marie to hit a wall Stardust Junky: and fall Stardust Junky: laughter is heard all around jnuh17: haha mark shut up I'll be in corpus on friday-sunday. In Kings crossing. SUCK. 1 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

[11 Jul 2004|11:47pm] I get to keep Bixx. Hurry, someone come look at how cute he is so you can puke. P.S. he called me after a year and a half and we're almost friends ago. Some 5 hour phone call at 6am. 4 takes holdtake hold... bang bang

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